War is Over (15/03/23)
War is Over
15 March 2023
For the past few days, I lost my sleep and caught my eyes dried, the wind came off slowly erasing the left dust of you. As the night came, the devil inside me whispered to my ear: "You seem not tough enough to handle the emptiness." He worried enough that the fire that I used to have, slowly decreased and passed. He saw that I lost the light of my life, the fire of my loins, and the sin of my soul.
Half past three in the morning, a bold sharp thing stabbed my chest and scratched the aches. The more I got the glimpse of you ghosted to my head, the more its pain stayed longer.
Wondering if you ever come back again?
Wondering if I ever see you again?
He knows that I'm a fool.
In a week of stages of grief, the pain and aches turn into numb. My demon feel sorry that he couldn't keep me safe, then he starts to make me realize that nothing lasts forever. I forgot for a while that people always come and go, and that's how the universe works. My demons proudly and gladly see my heart become rotten and foul.
After all the shit went through, I always forgot that I was born to be a warrior. My past life reminds me that I was built to be strong alone. Though people come and go, I've always got the swords that Joan D'arc gave me to strengthen. After all the shit went through, it's time to come back to build my own kingdom. It's time to burn the fucked out and fill up the empty fuel.
After all the war that I've got in my mind,
I've completely won the battle.
War is over.
War is over.
play the song above while reading the poem
(written by J on 15/03/23)
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